As I sit here, the blank page stares up at me, daring me to be clever and fun. Asking me "do you really think anyone is going to care what you have to say? Who are you anyways?" And at first I want to break down and give in. "You're right!" I want to scream, and then delete my profile and pretend this never happened.
But instead here I sit, 30 looming in the not-so-distant future deciding it's time to start documenting my life. At times is it interesting? Yes and full of delicious drama. Are there times when my life is about as exciting as watching grass grow? Yes. Am I afraid that the best story years are long gone? Heck yes! But here is an avenue that I believe will prove to be therapeutic. Airing out my dirty laundry for all to see. And if no one sees it, then so be it!
So as the winter begins, I begin my journey into this online wonderworld to explore what I can find about love, life, and surviving.
xoxo, sjp
About Me
- SJP
- This part always daunts me. Who am I!? How to sum it up without sounding conceited? Definitely a Christian first and foremost, loves Jesus and is trying to be the best person I can be. Smart. Fun. Boy crazy. Attractive. Tends to be dramatic and makes mountains out of molehills. Gym rat on paper, still needs to lose a few lbs in real life. Always on a diet but love eating out too much to actually do what a diet entails. Drinks way too many diet sodas a day. Enjoys a few too many glasses of wine. Loves the fall and the smell of the leaves when they change color. Believes my life to epitomize the phrase "feast or famine" whether it's with relationships, things to do, events to attend, work load at the office, drama, and cash flow. Works a fairly boring 9-5 job that pays my bills. Owns an adorable little bungalow in the city. Has amazing friends and in an amazing relationship with an amazing guy (fingers crossed!)
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